Friday, December 19, 2008

Screwed

Is what my computer happens to be.
So I've got some weird random bug some where or what not...
And its preventing me from running my anti virus program.
Its really gay.
Like ugh!
Every time I click on a link on google it takes me some where completly different it sucks.
Big time baby.
Oh yeah.
But on a lighter note.
I love go carts in the snow.
oh boy are they ever fun!
Woot!

Much Love.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time


life is a weird, chaotic and beautiful thing.
It confuses the shit out of me all the time.
I mean its kinda cool.. we have to wait for things to fall into place.
I mean we can do our bests to make things just the way we want them.
But I'm a big believer in fate and that everything happens for a reason.
Some times things are just not meant to happen right when you want them too.
If they are even meant to happen at all.
I mean hell, if I had things my way... my sons dad would have woke up.
He would have realized that Cash and I were the greatest things to happen to him.
And he would have grown up and we would be the fairy tale family.
Yeah.. that didn't happen. It just wasn't meant to be.
I'll find the person I'm meant to be with, I'll get my fairy tale ending some day.
It won't be a fairy tale like in the books, but it will be all mine.
Special to me.
Until then, I stay happy, keep smiling and keep moving forward.
Just like we all must do.
This is a rather deep first blog I know, but I'm a deep person.
I'm in a good place in my life right now.. kinda.
Its stressful and rough, but its going in the right direction.
I'm happy and working hard to get to where I want to be.
All good things come in good time.
I can't wait.
I mean I can but you get the picture. Ugh I'm too serious.
I love the Used!!!!

Baby I'm not all right when you go, I'm not fine! Please be all mine!!!!

I am all yours so please be all mine!!!

God they rock some great socks!!!